Toji’s Quiet Struggles and My Deepest Love

 Our rabbit, Toji, turned 9 years old this year.


Last year, she had spay surgery (uterus removal). She was doing well afterward, but recently she has been struggling with occasional digestive problems.


Some days she eats well and runs around energetically, but then suddenly she can’t eat anything and seems to be in a lot of discomfort.


Just two days ago, she went a whole day without eating, with her belly full of gas. She had the same symptoms about four months ago, and now it has happened again.


Toji hunched up and completely still… my heart aches seeing her like this.



Even her favorite food sits untouched… Toji has no appetite today.



The next day, we took her to a rabbit-specialized hospital. Since coming back, she is eating well again, but my heart aches thinking about how scared and stressed she must have been from the injections and the hospital visit.


 Remembering how much she suffered during last year’s surgery makes me feel even more heartbroken. Since then, my love and attachment to Toji have grown even deeper.


At the recent visit, the vet said that because she is an older rabbit, her digestion issues are likely due to age-related functional decline. Hearing that made my heart sink again.


I keep wondering what more I can do for Toji, who suffers quietly because she can’t speak. If possible, I’d like to move her enclosure to the front balcony, where there’s plenty of sunlight.


Look at Toji happily devouring her treats! That excited little face melts my heart.



But I’m worried about the hot summer — won’t the front balcony get too hot? And what about mosquitoes in the summer?

All these thoughts keep swirling in my mind.

More than anything, I just want her to live a long, healthy life.


Toji has always been alone, without any rabbit friends. I often wonder how she feels emotionally. Is there anything more I can do to make her happier? Does she feel anxious?


I think I should regularly do sessions with the QX World Eductor to check on both her physical health and emotional well-being.

Toji, I love you so much~ ^^♡

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